Untold feelings..

I was 12 when I has my first love when? where? how? I don't know this feeling is strange but I am loving this feeling in my life.

I never thought that the person who was my first best friend will be my first love in my life. The person who is in his white shirt and a black jeans playing chess in front of me is my first and true love .

We both are in same block of Mumbai in India. He is my childhood best friend, we played together, we laugh together, we had fun together, we sometimes shared tears together and many more memories.

What about him? what he don't feel the same , what I feel for him? what if he do? how he will react about my feelings towards him?  if he stop talking with me or worst he don't wants to be my friend anymore? too many questions , what to do? what not to do? how? when? where? I don't know anything except for one thing that I really love him and I don't know about him but I want to spend all my life with him laughing, crying,playing, teasing, but still together.

I don't know what future will bring for us, I just want our togetherness to stay forever and ever. what's next don't know? I'm just enjoying what is there in present with him.

YES, I'm in love with my best friend....