Just because I am not saying anything doesn't mean that I know nothing.
I know a lot. I know almost everything. I just decided not to discuss it because I don't want to pick another fight. Not because I am not afraid though. It is more of I just don't want to hear another pile of lies.
This music is just too much. The melody itself is redundant. I am listening but I am not hearing. I am watching but I am not seeing. This is not your plight. This is my battle between my head and my heart.
No one can stop me from trying. No one can tell me what's the end game. The ball is rolling and I am crying. But I am not going to press that end button, I will finish this dream.
I am a warrior. I am a survivor. I slayed too many decisions in the past. I have destroyed too many fantasies and I broke my heart million times. This time I am hoping that the result is different. Because I am already tired of winning a losing battle. I am already tired of being crowned with thorns of dismay.
You get the satisfaction of being superior by crumbling your opponents and turning them into dust. But at some point, winning is not always the best case. You have to lose to gain a bigger reward. It's going to be your peace of mind.
Now that I am almost near to the end of this tunnel, I want to lay all my cards. I am changing my strategy. I am upgrading my tactics. I know I don't have the ace to this gamble but I am holding tight to my senses.
This is war. I have to be prepared.
They say that the best revenge you can do to someone is to show them that you are happy. And let them wonder how you're doing it. Let them taste your kindness. Make them regret that they even attempted to destroy you. No one is worth your tears. No one is worth your life but you alone. No one is allowed to hurt you. No one is ever qualified to displease you.
So just keep yourself together. Put a smile on your face. Wear your pride. Because they just mistakenly awaken the warrior inside you.