WAS IT REALLY #MY FAULT!!!!!

All these started from last year.... he was from my locality.... i used to see him but never noticed him... he msged me on whatsapp saying tht he got my number from my fb id which i had opened just somedays before..... at 1st i couldn't recognize him... he told me abt him.....thn after i recognised him... we continued friendship.... thn he proposed me... i was single in those days..... so i accepted it...... thn i left for my hostel..... our relationship became stronger n stronger..... we decided to meet... he came to my hostel n picked me up...... we spent a full day with each other.... he was no nervous n d reason he told 4 it was tht he finally got his 4yrs of love as me..... i was so impressed....  in d evng he dropped me in my hostel.... tht week he came 4 times to meet me..... we became too closed day by day.... 

                      We decided to get marry..... finally we got married but or family didn't know anything abt it.....we crossed every limit.... days passes on .....

                        Once we were out for a trip n with us one of his closest friend was thr ..... i also knew him closely.... on d trip my parents doubted abt us.....i made thm understand by saying tht i m in my friends house but they called me immediately in d mng ..... we left tht place by night 2 surrender b4 my parents as we were guessing tht something wrong was going 2 happen.... in d halfway i called my parents n got 2 know tht thr was nthng lyk tht...... so we decided 2 stay in a hotel..... it was nearabt 1pm.... so d hotel manager had doubt on us..... we were also in risk regarding my parents..... so he signed me as his friend's wife in d hotel..... as the manager had doubt on us he gave us 1 room in d 1st floor for d couples n another room in d ground floor...... i n his friend went 2 d couple room n he n our driver went 2 d other room......for him 2 come 2 me n his friend going 2 his room we had 2 wait untill d manager went 2 sleep.... thn he came 2 me n we slept together.... we had 2 exchange once again b4 d manager wakes up.... we did it successfully before d dawn..... thn i was with his friend in our room n he was in d other room.... thn came d real disaster......his friend had crush on me n he lost his patience.... he hold me tightly n tried 2 rape me..... i couldn't evn shout at tht time as i had signed as his wife in d hotel n my bf was far away frm me......my phn was on d table.....so in an intension 2 get my phn i told him to stay calm n i'll satisfy him......at tht time my bf knocked d door.... i felt relaxed as i was safe.... he sent his friend 2 other room 2 get his bag .... b4 i could tell him anything abt all those he told me tht he had heard me saying tht i'll satisfy his friend.... everything was happening so fast tht i got no time to make him understand.... thn he told tht we'll have no relation after i reach home..... he was not in d mood 2 understand anything.... whatever...we checked out from hotel and left for home.... on d way i convinced him 2 atleast have contact with me after i reach home...... he agreed.... thn i reached home..... we were in contact for somedays but our relationship was complecated.... oneday he told me tht his cousin sis was doubting us.... so i need to convince her tht i m his friend's gf....i also did it...i talked 2 her n made her convince.... but d girl told tht she was his gf not cousin.... whn i asked  him abt it he told tht it was only a trap of her 2 know d truth.... i also believed it.... somedays later i got imformation tht she was actually his gf....after a number of tricky questions from me he finally told tht she is his ex....i told d girl all abt it... she said tht she'll bring him 2 me n i have 2 say all these in front of him... i agreed.... 3 days later she came with him to a park in my hostel area and i suddenly came before him as planned by us..... he was astonished 2 see me..... thn i asked him abt d girl in front of him n her.... he said she was his gf... thn the girl asked me abt our marriage n relation....i told everything..... the girl asked him 2 choose any one among us...he choosed her saying tht i m a characterless girl.... i slapped him in front of all......

            It was the end of our relation.... but i was in contact with his gf....

                           But somedays before finally he msged me after abt 9months.....i also replied as i stilled loved him.... he said tht he wants 2 come back but his gf shouln't know abt it....i refused..... thn he asked 4 friendship... i agreed.... we talked 4 somedays..... 

             But..... suddenly he blocked me.... 

                              Somedays ago i was finding for my fault.... but now..... i m asking it 2 myself........ IS IT REALLY MY FAULT......????