I've started to dislike people;
The ones who act like they care; The ones who act friendly towards me. Just give it up. I know you are going to leave me anyway. If you're not willing to stay, then just go away.
It's painful to get attached to someone who will leave you without even saying anything. I don't want to spend my night by overthinking. I don't want to lay in bed, remembering some words in my head, and thinking what I should have done instead.
You know, if you don't like me, just leave me be. You say bad things about me wherein fact, you don't even know me.
If you're just going to judge me, then close your eyes before you see me.
Don't act so kind when in the back of your mind, you are saying something so unkind.
You don't have to act nice. I'm kinda wise so I know your lies. I can see it in your eyes, "You're not concern at all" that's what I've realized.
I am also a human just like you. I have some feelings too.
So, don't come near me if you're just going to hurt me.
If your trip is to make fun of me, just forget it.
If you are being friendly just to leave me hanging in the end, then stop.
I'm not playing hard to get, I'm just protecting myself.
I've experienced a lot of pain. I have nothing to lose but I still have something to gain. And I'm making sure that no one will destroy me even a hurricane.
So if you think you can easily fool me..... then think again.
xx