The wench and I

Never missed school this much; never wanted the summer holidays to end so badly; never ever thought such day would come.. Maybe because now I get to get out of this hellish house of mine once school is on! Should I feel happy or sad? It is good that I have somewhere to run off to and hide with a reason, a reason that the wench finds it logical enough to allow it, but it is sad that a 20 year old lady looks for whatever way to leave home, Ooops ! It’s not home unless you feel loved and protected in it. Anyway, let’s be neither sad nor happy. Grateful is fine! 
I still dream of the days to come , in which I'll be free of this curse, not forced to spend a minute suffocated and abused both phisically and mentally. Hoping the sun will shine one day and congratulate me for going through all the hardships and not giving up during the rainy days. Well, I truly hope that I won't give up halfway through the storm, I know I suffered a lot , still a lot more to come, but I know that I have given up dozens of times and wanted to make an end to it, by making me disappear but still here I am, still around .. believing it was for a reason that God held into me and didn't let me go easily, that there will be light at the end of the road.