Unfortunately , this is the miserable circle of life.
One day you’re here, the other you’re gone.
But it’s okay, eventually our turn to leave this world will come, leaving every person who loved us in tears and sadness.
The only thing left to do, for us humans, is to believe that our loved ones go to a better place, a beautiful place, a place where the sun never sets down.
It will never be easy. It will never be easy for any single one of to come at ease with someone’s death, because suddenly when someone passes away, we realise that we’re living in the world of the alive. The pain slowly fades away, and the scar starts to heal. We start getting over the fact that this person is no longer alive.
But then, one day, we wake up and we smell a certain perfume or hear a music that takes us back to the world of the dead.
Back to the sorrow, the mourning and the pain.
This excruciating pain, this heart ache, are reminders of something we should’ve said earlier, or shouldn’t have neglected, that we’ll always regret. We’ll feel like we didn’t have the oppurtunity to tell them enough times how much we loved them. We’ll regret the fact that we didn’t hug them tightly the last time we saw them because we never expected them to be gone this fast.
Now that they’re no longer here, it’s not only their presences that we come to miss, but also the way they let us know them, and the way they helped us find ourselves.
That’s why it will never be easy, because the unbearable thought that we’ll no longer be able to create memories, to talk, to touch, to look at this person will always remain an agony.
But my loved one, if anything happens to me I don’t want you to cry nor to distress yourself at the thought that I’m gone. I want you to smile at every single memories, and to cherish them so I can stay warm in your heart. When you see, or hear something that reminds you of me, I want you to laugh, because all I want is to see you happy.
I want you to know that I died happy knowing that I had the chance to meet such a wonderful person, and that I’m very proud of you.
I want you to know that even though I’ll be high above, I’ll always be by your side to keep an eye on you, my little angel. You are not alone.