Where did you go?

         It started from a simple message of "Hi", but I didn't bothered to reply, for I no longer trust humans.
Months had pass a new message from you came it said "Hi",  I look for it for a minute and decided to reply "Hello" but after that I didn't bother to see your reply, months had passed again... I was bored then he messaged me "Hi", I replied "Hello" but since I was bored we had a short conversation..
     
         The next day came he sent another message, I didn't felt anything special from it but I replied then he started talking about unordinary things and it caught my attention, then he suggested a game to say  things about ourselves and answer if its True or False, it made me somewhat happy but I hid it and said things like I'm not interested but he never gave up nagging me to play the game, so i said "Fine, but I'll only give 3" then he agreed the game was fun and I learned 3 things from you so I guess it's kinda a give and take thing.
         
         The next day, we shared about our past, I got to know him more and he got to know me too, it was fun, the duration of me talking to someone is about 15 seconds then I'm off leaving you hanging, but i was talking to him in the morning till night, and it continued everyday, sending funny vids and some funny joke, brain teasers, and puzzles, I've never met someone whom I could enjoy talking to everyday then sometimes we exchange pictures of ourselves just wanting to see each other that no one had seen the pic before (the pictures are normal ones not those censored or vulgar pics) He said he fancy me before when he saw me at school then I ask him why, then he said "i saw you with your uncomed brown hair the goes perfectly with the wind and because you seem like someone who doesn't belong in this world, your a mystery" that was the first time someone told me that It's like he broke the cliche of how people view me, it made me smile...
   
         It was a mild afternoon and we talk about those old fashion things that lovers do, handwritten poems, letters, hold hands and be contented just by being with each other, since people these days tend to cling on social medias, post pictures of their someone just to show the world their priceless possessions like some kinda artifact in a museum for people to view, others just date someone for their pretty face like a trophy you claimed for winning a game.

         Then one night, I felt gloomy I guess it's because I miss those days, those days when I'm with someone whom I hold dear, I miss being in love... and he felt the same so we talk about those things that couples do and how lucky of them that they found someone that's meant for them, then he said "Me and You it's gonna be for eternity". My heart fluttered but I took it as I joke and replied as if he's just kidding me
to be safe since I'm done with heartbrakes and over with hearaches I was scared, I don't wanna be attache to someone again I, don't wanna fall in love again... then  he said "I got rejected huh" then I said "you didn't" and he said "what did you mean?" So I answered him that I thought he was only kidding and ask him he really meant it he said " i don't know but I'm serious". Then he ask me if i really miss those things that couples do then I said "yes I do" so he said that, if it's okay with me whatever i want to do he's up for it, like cuddles and just spent time with each other while feeling the company of someone then I ask him why would he suggest that then he said that he misses it too being with someone, so we agreed for cuddles.

          Since he has a part time job we talk lesser to each other than before but still kept those fun topics and send funny vids to each other until I got attached to him, I cried and told myself I don't want this, I know after this is pain since that's how everything goes, I know I miss being inlove but I don't want one since I know the pain of left out by someone whom you gave your whole world to someone whom you build your future with left you with nothing but memories and pain. So I told him that I'm getting attached to him, yet it took it as a joke, so i just let it slide that maybe i just felt something that isn't really love..
 

          The next day the weather was cold so he invited me to come over since it cozy and its a perfect weather for a cuddle so yeah we cuddled while my head rest on his chest where I can hear his heart beating louder than mine it was soothing to my ears he touch my hair and played his he tickled my back since it was so sensitive and we laugh the next thing I know is that we started kissing each other, I can feel everything, his warmth, his breath and his touch it melted me left me gazing at his eyes while a touch his face... then I told him "I'm hungry" he laugh then we went to the kitchen to cook, I saw his clumsy side and it was cute for someone who is tall to be clumsy we ate then head back to his room, just cuddles and kisses but it made me want not to leave him since I find him comfortable to be with.

          Next morning he send me a message and it went just like before talk to each other till night and I was feeling like i'm falling for him so I became sweet to him, waited for him till past midnight because of his part time job, send him messages that are sweet but I guess everything ends from the beginning he's the first one to message me but now I'm the one messaging him first, we seldom talk now,.. as if he doesn't know me.. he ignores me and just leaves my messages seen but he won't reply.. he told me he was busy so I told him not to push his self to hard for work I got worried for him but I guess I should be worried for myself since he doesn't talk to me now, every night i waited for his reply but nothing came, I messaged him if he's okay and if he has a problem, that I would be there to help him but he only reads them and leave no reply... I cried, I pity myself thinking that I've met someone who I would want to be with, but I guess he's the same as those guys who left me after they got me... it hurts.. so I decided to leave one last message to him and it's for him to decide whether he'll reach his hand to me or turn his back and start walking...

          And I got his reply it was "             ", yes it was nothing he just reads it then ignores it.