WHY?

You didn’t know how much courage. it took for me to reveal myself.

You didn’t know how and what I was feeling.

You didn’t know how hard it was for me.

You didn’t know how restless I felt.

You didn’t know how hard much anxiety wrapped around me.

You didn’t know how hard it was to even breath.

You didn’t know and you never wanted to know. Neither did you bothered to know. Too much ego, I’d say. But wait, who am I to say it, right? I no longer look at you like how I did before. I try my best to not be in your sight and neither do I want you to be in my sight. You not being in my sight does not always happen because seeing you still gives me utmost happiness...but me hiding from you happens all the time. All the insecurities I had , have doubled up now. I am unchanged, I still have that corner for you in my heart, after all I am so used to keeping you there , for 6 years. It wouldn’t take me as short as 6 minutes or hours to remove that corner away ,forever. It didn’t hurt, at all. Because the true and hope is alive. It will always be.