Why am I writing?

Last time, I questioned myself: Why am I writing?

Then I found my inner self, writing my true feelings

That..

I am writing

Because I have a pen.

I am writing 

because I have a paper.

I am writing

because I want to.

I am writing because I love you.

.

I can't tell you my thoughts,

that's why I'm writing.

I can't open up,

that's why I'm writing.

I have frustrations,

that's why I'm writing.

I'm in pain, that's why I'm writing.

Now I know why,

Answers to all my whys'

So those words must I have not forget,

For in the future, I'll have no regrets.

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I wrote this because of lack of motivation in writing, I became depressed and to the point I don't want to write anymore. So I questioned myself and the 'because' word just popping out in my mind.

Then I have  just cope up to an answer, its's just 

  'just because'.