It felt so right yet so wrong.
While we were kissing, it seems like the whole world of chaos fell down, like the time stopped, every sound turned into a piece of music, and our hears beat on a rhythm only the two of us can feel and understand. That moment, i didn't want to let go.
But then, when we needed to grasp for air, my tears fell down. How can something sa lovely seem so wrong to me? It's like even kissing you is not a thing i deserve. It's like having you is not really something i should have. That kiss changed everything. It made me realize that i have done things to hurt other people. It made me realize, that even for a second, i do not deserve to be happy. It doesn't seem right, because being happy is wrong for me.