Wish there was a Time-Machine

Story of a boy and girl who fell in love. A story full of romance, tragedy and mystery.

It was the 9th grade camp when I saw her for the first time, I still remember the smile I had on my face when I saw her. It was a never before seen smile, Yes it was my first time and it was love at first sight. They always said that at this age you get many infatuations and fake feelings for someone, well I never believed that as i was madly I love with her. As the camp got over, we started to see each other for a couple of times and then one fine evening of 23rd October 2014 7:00 pm, I proposed her. That day, that moment was the most breath taking part of my life and after a few mins of silence she said "YES". I was so happy that moment that i felt that my life was completed after that word... But who knew that as usual there are worst parts of life to come ahead. Well i was a type of guy who flirts a lot and well that time was so bad that I double dated her( the worst decision of my life). I never knew her value until she was gone. We used to talk to each other daily for hours and hours, meeting each other daily sometimes spending whole day with each other. I never felt so good, we shared a good quality time. The part where we ended up was on 16th July 2016, but this wasn't just all of sudden it all started after our boards got over. We lived in  Mumbai, the that is known as the city that never sleeps. As the boards got over me and my mom went to Gujarat the same day, i never wanted to go but as you might know your mom's and their emotional drama's. So, we went to Gujarat basically we went there for a short vacation of few days but that turned out for me into a 2 month stay. In my family everyone knew about me and her. I stayed there but we used to call, video chats and messaging till 3 am in the mid-night sometimes whole night. This was the most difficult part of our relation as it was a long distance, and there was a day when one of my friend called me up in the afternoon and said that she was cheating over me with my best friend. Well, I thought that he might be joking, but later that day there were some things that proved it correct to me. I was in a shock, i started crying... like never before. After that I didn't reply to her messages and calls. When I returned home (Mumbai), I directly went over her place to clear out each and every thing. That was the day i realized how much wrong I was. My all allegations were wrong and i apologized her for what I did. She was very good that she accepted my apology, but the trust was broken and as someone said once a glass is broken you cannot make it up back as it was. So was our story, within 2-3 days of my return she had a trip with her family to Singapore, that time we had no contact for 12 days. After her return things were never good as they were before, we both tried to fix it up but that never worked cause it was all over. Officially it was over the day we had the most biggest fight ever I dis-respected her and her family. I don't know what was wrong that I went to angry. Now, it's almost 1 year since we are not together. There were many things left unsaid, many things to share, it's just now me and myself alone surrounded by fake people showing fake love. Afraid of those betrayal's, sadness behind this fake smile, words behind the silence. Wish there was a Time-Machine where I could go back into the past to make things right. Fading away these days listening to the same song, in memories of her..........