And I wish I can talk to you right now. And I wish I could tell you how my day went. How I ate dinner and went to work three hours early for my late shift.
How eager I am to see your message. To ask you how's your day going. How your day went. How are you feeling. I wish I have the right to ask you if you are thinking of me too, because I am so full of the thoughts of you.
I know that we live in different dimensions. I know that your world does not evolve the same as mine. I know that you are happy somewhere down the road. I wish I could see you smile for me too.
I had to stop sending you messages because they told me it was wrong. I had to stop talking to you again because they told me it won't do me any good. I don't have the courage to tell you how I felt about that short conversation we had but I know deep down we both know that there is something between us. I wish you had pressed a little harder. I wish we had pushed a little bit further. I wish you had exerted a little bit of that effort . Probably by now, we are together.
Can you see me ? Can you tell me that you are interested too? Because baby I am willing to abandon my world just to be your friend. Just to be your friend. I am not asking for too much. I just want to be yours. You friend. I know that for some this is just a simple quest but for me this is a totally different thing. This big for me because I like you. Because I liked you even before and I don't why it's so fucking hard to say it. Why it's so hard to admit it. Or maybe , I am just aware that liking you won't bring me merit. It would just cause me another treat of failure and tears. Jeez.I wish this is easy but it's not. Though I am happy that you are there. I am happy with the mere thought that somewhere, in someone's life, you do exist.
I wish, and I hope that when the time is right we can be together. When the perfect timing comes to us, we could be together. I am hoping for us to meet , one day. Then I'll hold your hand and simply tell you, " Baby, I've been waiting for you all my life "