Isn't this pain and suffering enough?
I'm tired of this ridiculous game.
I gave you my fake smile and cheerful laugh,
Knowing that all of you were the same.
Then let me ask you now, did I fool you?
If everything that I did was fake;
No one understood me, not even a few.
Everything has been for my selfish sake.
It's all a lie, a lie in which you believed in.
You might say that I'm the worst person here.
Our friendship was thrown in a trash bin,
I ignored everything that was once so dear.
But even so, will you still believe me?
Will you still forgive the old foolish me?