Y? when? what?......

Wen the first day I spoke with him only I know there may be a time that we ll be separated..

But N I saw a guy who s a mirror image of me.. I thought we will be together n enjoy n create memories n say gud bye.. with a smile…

He sees just my face n knows if I m alright or not..

May be I have not said the the exact times I have liked him so much…

Scene 1 : when we people went for veers birthday treat.. he called me also.. I have never went to hotels outside n I m not at all comfortable.. he saw me n smiled n asked “wat hppnd?” just by seeing me he know I m not comfortable.. I still remember tat smile of him..

Scene 2: When I struck with an issue.. I just don’t know what to do.. I ll just keep keep on changing faces n ll be sad .. looking pity.. he ll cum with a smile.. n ll sit with me n ll resolve..  its not because he cares me too much.. but its coz I m too stupid n he always helps me ;)

Scene 3: whenever I want to go to coffee.. I ll say I m gng to coffee.. coz I m not sure he may want to join or not… he ll reply “coming” n ll cum that moment..even when he is struck at critical tasks. (he have always given me more importance than anything)

Scene 4 : Railway station… first tym I m seeing a train … so this s how a train ll look like ? I m so excited.. I just nly said him I vent seen a train before n then he took me… he always wanted to see me happy n excited.. I dunno that gives him happiness inside .. while seeing me rejoiced..

Scene 5: I m sad… I v problems.. I ve work… I ll show in food.. I ll not feel hungry.. he ll knw… my god !! hw does he reads my mind? He ll cum n ll close my lap n ll take me to have something.. I shud ve always ve ate something.. After my mother,he is the one who have always asked me to have something… but he have never missed…

Scene 6: I dunno to cross road.. I dunno to act matured.. I speak nonsense stuffs..i play with ketchups.. roam around like an idiot.. but he tolerates everything …. Really… he has much patience n tolerance … more than I can imagine..

Scene 7: y to bother him wen I m not well..i will sit quiet.. but he always cum to see me.. to take me to hospital..i feel tat I have a person for my life.. I feel I have a gud meaning for my life….

Scene 8: he never misses even one weekend to meet me

Scene 9 : the first thing I wake up at is his call.. he s a responsible person.. but I m not.. I m a lazy girl.. n he always makes me get ready to go to office with him.. if I m not gng to go with him.. I ll go late. Sometimes I make him too to go late ;P lol its me after all :P

Scene 10: we both are so much interested in god, family n blessing.. we have went to all the temples at our place. 

Scene 11: he have stayed with me in good n bad times.. he have lend his shoulders wen I have cried for anything n have given me his kerchief wen I washed hands… In his life I m the only girl…

He s too much soft hearted …. He gives money to small roadside kids n buys things from them..

He s too much caring towards others too… gud guy :*

He always plays with children…. I will look at him also like a child that those times.. too adorable.. oh my teddy bear :* a guy with childishnesss…….

He respects his family.. I love that too much.. he ll have the same respect on me… better guy 

He likes a girl so much.. n that person left.. omg .. hw much she even left a great treasure in her life.. she ll regret her whole life.. hw much broken shud be the small kind heart of him.. I wish I can heal all his pain in his life.. I can support him with all his gud n bads..

But y he said me those things.. hw cum he s being this much true to me.. he never hides me anything….

I want to be the same person , wat he s to me……

Most /most mostttttttttttttttt lovable thing.. he never have betrayed me.. he never sees any girl .. he never even flirt or speak with any girl.. I never feel in secured.. whatelse a girl wants to feel more than this ????????????????being the only person for a guy… he gave me feelings that I have never felt before……even I used to play or irritate him with stuffs.. but he .. omg !!! he s a gem…. A real man…

He likes me with whatever dress I wear… I dunno y.. even if I look like a beggar girl.. he looks at me like a treasure.. he looks at me like I m tooooo beautiful.. he made feel beautiful….

He thinks I m too different n innocent ….he sees me like a small puppy to play with..

Of course I dunno anything other than him.. so I revolve around him always excited….

Even if I m going to turn any side,.. I can see him that side for me.. too much trust n too much care…

I just love the way he turns back to see if I m in my place(at office).. he turns at least 500 times a day..

He s my guardian angel…

I felt too much protected wen I m with him..

Sometimes I even have thought y he should be with me.. it is not that I m too beautiful.. the world doesn’t know, that the only characteristic that a girl should possess is beauty.. there are other things too..

Whatever may be… however it may change… even if he don’t like me also.. I ll stay with him..

God !!!!!! I have never asked u anything..

Except for him..becoz I have never been loved so much like this…he who gave me a meaning for my life.. I promise I ll take gud care of him and his family.. n ll love him for the rest of my life… he s more than enough for me.. I have no wishes other than this…. I m too much satisfied with him.. I m too much happy with him.. I love him like my mother .. I respect him as my father.. I play with him like a friend… n I just irritate him like siblings.. he is just everything to me..

I wish I can have this person in my life.. always …. N I stay happy.. coz god I knw I ll be happy if I be with him for d rest of my life… I ll change myself for him in all ways.. except I dunno If I can become beautiful, in ways he may like.. but I ll change my heart n soul more beautiful.. I ll work n I ll be respectful .. I ll do follow all traditions n ll learn to do poojas .. I never think its sacrifice or something … I just cant give him bck even if I try my whole life …..i m really I love with him god….i wish he gets all success in his life…

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With the last dot..She completed her diary with a heart full of happiness,only she doesn't knows,that her parents already have planned her engagement...