You ask me why I love oceans so much.

Calm and storm, everytime I look at you... I see ocean.

You scare me yet I can't get enough of you

Your hearty laughter flows in my ear like a tossing wave... it made me shiver

The way you talk is another thing, you don't utter sweet words, you're way past that. Every word was so cold yet it left me melting.

If you're reading this, I want to let you know that I noticed everything about you.

And I like EVERY. SINGLE. THING.

I like how you always show up looking like the mess you are.

I like how you stutter when you try to tell a story.

I like how you hate waiting.

I like how blunt and reserved you are.

And your laugh... your laugh was my favorite, from the loudest to giggles.. God, your giggles are life

But your eyes, out of the many things I noticed, It was your eyes that got me.

I've never seen a darker eyes before. It was a combination of a disaster and a perfect weather.

I'm a cautious person and I knew diving would hurt... but I couldn't help but jump into your depth

It did hurt. As if the sun was roasting me in the summer noon, as I If I landed in a sharp-edged rock.

But I ignored the pain and kept on swimming. Thinking maybe... maybe you wouldn't let me drown... maybe you would let me see the beauty behind these waves...

Until one day I woke up in the shore... where everything is dry and I can no longer feel the water...

I searched for the ocean but it seemed so far... As if I couldn't reach it anymore. As if it distanced itself from me.

And I thought maybe this is where I truly belong... in the shore, where I can't reach you. In the shore, where I can only admire the beauty of you.

In the shore, where I can see everything

How you shift from high tides to low tides...

How people come and go...

That's when I thought that maybe watching is better than diving.

I've seen everything. I've seen every changes.. and everything has changed.

Except for my feelings for you.

Years have passed and I can still feel the thing I felt the first time our eyes met.

Years have passed and I'm still here... in the shore, under the sky, admiring every bit of you.

You asked me why I like oceans so much...

It's because it reminds me of you.

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let me know if there's an error. It's my first time writing. I appreciate corrections :)