I can't save you
I watch you fall
I think I hate you
But to me you're still small
I want to save you
Not to fail every day
I can't believe you
How much will we fray
I wish to slap you
Stray from where you were lead
I want so bad to punch you
Turn your face red
You think I embarrass you
But it's happening anyway
I want to teach you
I beg you, every single day
I want to reach you
Where are you, are you lost?
I can't ever find you
And I always pay the cost
I so wish to hurt you
Not physically, but emotionally
I want my words to prick you
And you evade me so beautifully
I want to irritate you
Like you- like you madden me
I want to run from you
But never leave me be
I hate you, I love you, I want you
You push me, pull me, can't keep it at bay
Just a little everyday but it's too much
Little sister, I don't know how long I can make you stay
©AkshayaGadre
This is the part two of "You Are". Okay, I don't know how many of you can actually figure this one out. I have a lot of issues in my life, but this is one close to my heart. It doesn't take a genius to know that she means something to me. I've made several poems and stores on my little sister. The two diary entries and the two poems, this included. My feelings, my relationship with her is...complicated. I have conflicted emotions when it comes to her. I won't explain why, or what happened or too much at all. But it's something major to me. "She's slipping away as I hold on. But I still want to call her mine." Maybe these words will be in my next story or poem.