One day, you'll wake up and wonder how ugly and worthless you are for not being loved back. You'll come to think as you take your shower about how would be your life like if he/she returned your love. You'll analyze how your thoughts could actually mean that something might be wrong with you physically or emotionally, even if there wasn't any.
You'd get sad, insecure, curious and envious as to why you were supposed to be in this kind of position and get hurt consecutively. You tried sharing it to your close friends but they'd never understand it because they always get what they wanted. You never dared to share it with your family because they might only spit cruel and harsh words out. So, you're all alone, embracing this frustrating reality that you were never enough for anyone. You were never compatible for anyone. You were always the kind of person who lacks at everything. And it's just so sad to even think about it.
Perhaps, the only thought that makes you survive throughout the day, is that you know you always have someone. You always have you. You may be facing the reality alone, but at least your own self never betrayed you. You gave more importance and attention to yourself no matter how you think you're not enough. In the end, you know it to yourself that people come and go, everything's temporary, and it would take centuries before you are able to finally have 'that someone' you can trust your whole life with. It's just a matter of faith and patience, dear.
Chin up. Do something better for yourself every day. Take opportunities. Walk on to every road with a bright smile on your face. Always keep in mind that your life has always been a blessing ever since you were told to take care of it.
-H