さようなら / goodbye

it's a mystery as to why i wanted to say this after all we went through, but friends fall out of friendship bonds too, right?

I guess that's the reason why. I might not have a great reason for saying goodbye, but i guess this is for the best for the two of us. I did not anticipate for this day to come, but i know we don't fit together like i thought we would, you were like this sand i tried to grasp, but always end up slipping through the spaces between my fingers. I wanted to stay, i never wanted to leave, but right now, i know that you already belong to someone else and i know, i can see it, that you belong there.

I thought we'd be able to do all the things we said we'd do, but in the end, it'll just become one of the what if's in my head. I gave you everything, every effort, because you were all i had, but you never really appreciated it, it was okay, but the way you never included me in your stories was painful, because you were always on mine. And i guess you didn't like to have me in a different world, and that might as well apply to this world.

We had so much memories together and similarities, but i guess that wasn't enough for us to stay together. You had been a blessing, and i was a terrible sinner that doesn't deserved you.

So goodbye, さようなら

To my best friend.

From the worst friend.