If This was A Movie

You treated me like a princess,created me a kingdom of you and I,

I thought the fairytale was ours to own yet it was an indi film you created for me,

It was good, actually great but it didn’t get much appreciation

Someone else’s story with you was in the big screen,

I was as if behind the curtain

You created a special room for us but it was not for me to enjoy

But for you to have a playground for the silly games of lies and deceit you employ

I feel like Olivia wrote her lines exactly for me

“And do you tell her she’s the most beautiful girl you’ve ever seen”, I felt her asking

Yes you did, you did while you sweetly smile to me in my phone screen

We made plans, were those really mine?

You made one for us, were those the ones she failed to comply?

I believed you, I mean I almost did

The hell of me for actually believing everything you said

How much of a clown was I?

When I almost gave you a chance, when I almost gave in for a try

How much of the truth did you hide?

If not for the gut feeling, if not for asking you WHAT AM I?

How big of a shadow you wanted me to be?

What other role could I have played in this movie?

Aside from being the mistress you almost turned me to be.

-dhann