Life

One day, probably ten fifteen years from now, you'll look back and realise-that the life you had then was much less complicated than the life you have now. There won't be anymore bickering over sudden class tests, or planned mass bunks with friends. You won't have time for hour long discussions over songs and books and heartbreaks and boy bands and love. You'll skim through pages of your old journal, think about the battles you fought then- which you thought was the 'worst' that could ever happen to you, and perhaps, will realise how wrong you were. And as much as you'll feel somewhat embarrassed and have serious what-was-I-even-thinking-while-doing-this thoughts, you'll find yourself blushing with a tear or two and can't help but smile at all the stupid decisions and unrealistic ideals you once so firmly believed in. And maybe you will realise that you are not even a bit like that fretful little girl you used to be at 16. The tinge of innocence, 3 am dancing-alone-in-the-bedroom, finding-out-my-passion labour, all the hardwork and confusion over what you want to do when you grow up - you'll miss every single thing about it.
Life only gets harder as you grow up, but it doesn't do well to abandon your present happiness for the sake of what's to come in the future. And as scared as you should be, you are also allowed to actually live while you're young. Cause after all's said and done,it's these little things and their memories that give us company at our loneliest.