Old soul,don't keep angry.

To the one I have been hiding behind the shadows since the day I was asked to 'change',

Hey, you there. Howdy? Are you mad at me? For leaving you to rot and stink in a corner, while giving your place to someone unworthy? Goin' with the flowin' of the wind? That's what I would call my living. Lost and lonely. Broken and gloomy. But still ushering on. You know,
I look in the mirror, just to see a face doomed in regret and doleful muses.
"Can you give me a good reason to love you? Can you? " I ask
"Do I not deserve the good? Am I not worth of dwelling in bliss?" I say
"Everytime you fall, everytime you stand"
"Nobody there to hold you, you understand"
"Do what they say about you really is important?"
"Are you really the nasty, impure one? "
"Just like how the moon has scrapes over its surface, my belief in you bears scratches.
"I want to heal it all over."
"Please. Do not leave my body."
"I've been  alone and empty since I shunned you away. "
"I've kept you in the shadows for so long."
"I couldn't give you the love, approval you're worthy of"
" 'cause I was cooped up in being how they made me be"
" I replaced you with someone who's no match for you "
"Nothin' did I get back in return but,
" Just. pains. Bruises. Scars."
"I needed to lose the 'someone' to get you back."
" I'm kneeling down before you now"
" Let the lights fall upon you "
" I love you."
" No matter how oddly they will think of you"
" I will still love you all the way through "
" Broken wings can mend and fly high too"
"Fitting you in somewhere you don't belong to is my biggest mistake"
"So come to me here."
"Let's embark upon life together."

With love,
The bearer of your soul.
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To everyone who's reading this, just know that you can be the most amazing version of you if you want to. You are so capable and I love you much indeed. :')