The other side of the story

I was living a simple and quiet life.
Then you came and conquered my mind.
You even disturbed my stone heart.
And put color into my gloomy sky.

Though I've tried to push you away,
You still chose to stay.
Through your efforts i was caught.
I've fallen , this, who woud've thought?

But doubts are common to us beings.
I cannot deny the fact that i was thinking.
Might be my instincts or a bad feeling.
You were hiding something.

Unable to control my curiousity.
I started asking you anxiously.
Afraid of what your answers might be,
I still question you continously.

You promised me Im the one. 
You swear to me there was no one. 
You told me you love me
You even vowed to be with me. 

But who is this other girl?
Why does she call you dear?
You have pictures with her.
Sweet pictures, so vivid and clear.

Despite what others says. 
I chose to listen to you.
I chose to believe everything.
I chose to trust you

Then conscience may have knocked you.
Pity might have brought you too.
You confessed of something between you two.
You were a couple,marriage bind you.

I wanted to scream with my all.
I wanted to curse,  all that i know.
Why didnt you tell me?
Ive trusted you, Why wait this long?

You asked for forgiveness.
You told me, despite this,  we will still be ok.
You even encourage me to be strong.
That we will still carry on.

But now that ive known the truth.
I should choose what is right.
I should take you out of my life.
Push you with all my might.

Packed with my courage.
Ive chosen to leave you
Though i will be  hurting.
I still done the right thing.

You now enjoy your life
Act like you have never lied,
Treated like you were a loyal man.
Loved her like she has been the only one.

On the other hand,
I was crushed and broken
Alone and hurting. I was the very victim,
Yet i suffer from people's criticisms.