Third Party

I'm staring here today.
Blanked and full of hate.
Life is so unfair.
You are ok and i'm at rage.

I am weak,  I really admit.
Truth is, I'm getting weaker.
But just you wait there,
I'll wake and become stronger.

I was too foolish,  was too dumb.
I let you in and have my heart.
Knowing I may end up hurt,
Still I can't help control myself.

I wanted to go away from you.
Stop what we had started too.
But your care always held me back.
Despite the hurt,  for you,  I get numb.

Let me love myself, please.
I wanted to have my heart at peace.
We should'nt be together
We were never for each other.

Stay away, don't come near.
Never hold me,  don't endear.
For I might not let go of you.
And it might broke you two.