I look around
See the world go about
And what runs in my head
Is I shouldn't be here.
I see photos posted
Leaning on walls, smiling
And I hear whispers in my ear
Saying I shouldn't be here.
I recall the past years
How I've lived: happiness and sorrow
And here pounding on my chest
Is a resounding, "I shouldn't be here."
The Heavens must have made a mistake
Picking this unworthy soul from a roulette
And throwing me into the world, He said,
"She shouldn't be there."