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I tried to write about the things when I felt more human.
The days went by like fast paced cars in a busy highway. They were all over the place; messy, broken and ugly. These feelings held me back in time and as I wait and wait and wait and wait, they never let me be fine. They never left me. I just got used to them.
The sadness, anger and absolute horror that I feel in my sleepless nights, the disappointed and fear of losing someone I hold dear, the anxiety of just living, they were the emotions that made me human. To be someone with a heart and a mind that recognizes misery and bliss, is someone I longed to be for a long while.
Right now, it's just empty. Empty enough to not feel any.
Itried to ask myself,
"Is this okay?" then I remember that nothing's okay.
It's always been this way.
This emptiness is just a moment of silence and faint smiles amid the loud mouths and cramped space. The kind of empty that emptied your soul, like a blackhole sucking you whole. An emptiness inside I don't even know of I can fully describe.
It's always been this way.
So I tried to write about the things when I felt more human.
That way I know I really am human. Because emptiness can't create a poetry, emptiness becomes THE poetry.
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this is part of a writing series called "he sleeps alone". Existent is in 'Part II: Something"
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