3AM Thoughts: Why I Write

Well frist, I'm not a really good writer because I still have a long way to go. Though some people thinks I should keep writing. Well actually I still have a lot to learn, but it's not like I'm doing this for a living or anything. I just love writing. Because all the things I can't say, I write it, or more like I write about it.  We have different reasons on why we write, for me I love writing because it's my perfect getaway. All my thoughts and emotions are interpreted when I write. It's like creating my own universe with ink and blank paper. It makes me feel good whenever I scribble my thoughts. Sometimes when I'm really on the verge of anxiety I write stories where the plot is based on what I'm going through. And then one time I realize that the characters in my stories are actually similar to me. And it's funny how I always kill or put my characters on a very odd and dark situation.
I like writing sad stories, because I guess it's kinda relatable to me. They say that we shouldn't waste our time on being sad because there are million reasons to be happy. Well, maybe I'm still at the point in my life wherein I have to feel sadness to find true happiness? I need to find the light in the dark? I'm not so sure. But hey, I'm not a very sad person. I'm just not truly happy, at least not yet.