God,
Please give me patience to not easily give up on this one. I know I have been doing an escape from the hurt I am anticipating but may this time be a pain I am willing to take in. For I know that this pain will take me somewhere, somewhere I've been really wanting and to someone I can see a future with. Give me strength so that I won't easily give up whenever I felt being left out and unliked. I don't want to commit the same mistake ever again. 'Cause for having no confidence with myself at all and for not trusting the process and instead, trying to avoid myself from the situation, only gave me regrets from not winning back the person I am dreaming of. Remind me of how strong I am and of how capable I am. I maybe withered but I know to myself that once shimmered by the light, I can grow fresh and new yet firm and better. Keep my petals blooming, oh Lord, and there I shall see my own beauty and radiance which will keep inspiring others before they will be left unwatered.
Love,
Sprouting Seedling