Day by day, I lie beside your imaginary heart
Thinking it needs a support to prevent it from falling apart
Our fingers entwined the same way they were a few days ago
Breaths same as before
Crashing into each other
Filling in the void
But then the reality sits upon the mind,
Clearing the doubts with unseen texts and unspoken vows.
Day by day ,I find the breaths gaping at the unknown distance we have created
A quilt packed and unshared and a once shared night left unspoken
How could it be that you find reasons to grief
And how is it possible that I don't know what to be
Day by day ,I think less of us and more of me
Less of the creening of the couple peacock from your backyard, when you held me.
Our laughter ,at their precise timing ,
All seems to be hushed
A new ironed chapter's indentation seems to now rust
Day by day ,I ask myself
What am I to you
You tell me no answer and then
A few days later ,you tell me
You spent a night with a girl again who caused you blues
Ashing like cigarettez,
you both cried too.
And I say nothing
Tell you things will be alright
I lack love and trust
And on the other day I think of it and cry.
So somehow I get all my answers
Nothing new than what I'm used to know before ..
And day by day it grows on me
That we are one night romances and nothing more .
Coming straight out of poems
That once I proudly wrote.
So, I decide that
One day you'll end up being right
Into my diaries
Entitled as :
Glitches of a night better left unspoken
And this world will read it.