In most disgusting ways

I'm beautiful in most disgusting ways
And so are you..
Like a coin  scrapped out of heap of trash
In a burst bubble of a chewing gum that sticks lifeless on your lower lips.
In a braced smile of a crooked teeth
Or the unheard sound of your breaking  heart.

I'm that suppressed tears choking down your throat ,ready to burst out and you feel the burden of it.
You know you can release me anytime
You know it well ,I'm the relief you would get if you do so.

I'm beautiful, in the most disgusting way-
In ways fog sits over the cat's paws in a winter morning and you think of Sandburg's poems.
Hoping the last word of that poem quoting "move on" doesn't reappear in your new love story.
I'm disgusting because I find happiness in your pain and put them into art for I think that's beautiful
And you're beautiful I say because you are an art yourself..
Even if someone calls you disgusting
You're my chaos of beauty... A crumbled heap of flesh , a foot injury , a sore throat that drips watery eyes but makes you realise that how happy the earlier times were.
Did someone call you a pain?
But you're beautiful because this pain reminds me of the happiness I had forgotten to appreciate

You see, I'm beautiful at loving you all in the most disgusting way
But oh my vivacious reader so are you...
Yes,You ...are loved.