To the bestfriend I thought I have lost.
It has been years since the day I thought I wouldn't be seeing you the same. The thought of us being strangers, as if I never heard of your stories and as well for you to me. Days and years have passed feeling uncertain of what we had and what we gone through before. Now, when I thought you were gone for good and had forgotten of me, you still came when I needed you the most. I have been thinking lately that no matter how hard I tell myself to push you away from me and no matter how I kept telling myself it is over, you still managed to welcome me in your open arms. I haven't been able to tell you this before but now seeing you how happy you can be, wherein such happiness you deserve is all nothing but attainable, all I can do is to promise myself to remain as that good friend. That friend who supports you in every choices you make for your goodness, that friend who'll buy roses for the love of your life, that friend who'll listen to how bad your day went, that friend who'll keep you company in every drinking sessions you desperately need. That friend who'll remain by how she does not want it to be - before.. 'Cause now, I am ready to be that kind of friend you wanted me to be. Just friends.
Love, your bestfriend (forever)