I stand here unnoticed
Just the way I wished to be
Broken arms, broken heart , broken dreams hard to be
I wished to be the air but you forgot to breathe
Heaving, sighing , panting and at last your life shall end on the ventilator's beep.
Yet,
Who am I to speak !
Then,
I wished to be the wind
Gliding past you briskly but quiet so that you cannot hear
I thought it would be worthy to atleast be near
But then you ignored it all
Okay , fine !
My swirl is left unheard too
Cannot you hear that sound of mine?
Now,
Should I speak louder or should i stay quiet
Sad!
There is noone here to listen to me and my demise
Alas!
You only hear the deafening silence in full blast .
It is funny how
In the quest of being important but unnoticed as an air
I ended up being undiscovered by everyone
Every eye , every nose , every touch
With nobody to drown with and nobody to love
Maybe in this quest I ended up being too fragile
Easily permeable like an air that people can break and stride
And I said nothing at all
For
I chose to be unnoticed
Just to be important
But
I wonder whether you notice my importance !
Ever ?... Well never
But how foolish of me
Heave , sigh , pant, beep
I still want to hover around you forever
That does make me a part of you ...
Does it ?.. Anywhere inside you
Oh but,
you flush me out every other second
Forgetting me like a long learnt lesson .. I know there's no point of talking about being special...