am i

am i living?

or am i just alive?

literally, it is different from each other.

like, is this happiness?

or is it just avoiding sadness?

time flies so fast,

so fast, i can't feel the lights.

definitely, just a blur;

of my daily routine,

that making me feel sick.

i wanna feel something new.

i wanna be somewhere far,

so far, i can be insane.

insanely. beautiful. existing;

breathing different air. 

i wanna be free.

so free, 

i can keep my hands up;

in the sky,

like nobody's alive but me.