vaughn

It's more than a year since the last time i saw you.

Even if i don't ask;

things about you just keep on showing.

Memories of you,

always gives that tingling pain;

from my mind up to my spine.

Remembering days with you;

is so bitter-sweet.

Thinking how can something that have been there for a long time,

just disappeared.

I knew, that is reality.

I have been caught up with tricks and delusions;

not thinking that i'm already hurting you.

I have been very confident that you'll always be there;

not thinking that you get tired too.

So tired that you just want me gone.

At this moment,

I have been thinking;

even for once, why didn't i made one of this for you.

When you truly deserves this.

You truly deserve to be immortal,

to make your memories be preserved inside of me.

For, you have been one of the best thing,

that have been mine but not for a lifetime.

You have been one of the reasons that made me strong,

that never thought me wrong.

But how could everything change;

and make you vanished,

beside me; for long.

Tell me, vaughn.

What hurts the most is that,

we didn't even had a closure.

We just moved on.

Sadly, i haven't,

and would never be.

For, you will always have that special place in my heart,

not as a lover;

but as someone so strong that causes me to make the pain prolong.