tick tick tick the clock hits 12, midnight thoughts arrive with all the heavy regrets and past mistakes. I lay down, tie my hair up. I close my eyes, I want to sleep, but I just can't. love, that's all I ask for. true, requisite, beautiful, love. I guess that's too much to ask for. I can't remember the time when I felt loved and happy. I guess it'll take us way back. I'm ready to give my all, can anyone else pitch in?
eyes, my brown eyes awaits a lover. empty you ask? yes, empty I've become. I'm thirsty for the love and care I really deserve. oh wait,is there sometHing I deserve? its too hard to love self, I guess I'm just too hard to love. no matter how much I try, I can't change the truth that I breathe everyday. you think I'm just overthinking? that's what I'm a pro at.
tick tick, now its 2, I have to sleep. but just can't. will I ever get someone who'll cuddle me to sleep one day. I guess that's what I crave. am I too hard to love? what should I do to be lovable? what will I ever do? i don't know, I just don't know. or maybe I do, i don't know. all your fault, as I give blame to the people who broke me, I didn't realise when I fell asleep.
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am I really too hard to love?