words mean more at night

words mean more at night, like a song 

I fell in love with someone who said that he loved me. but didn't really loved me back. I mean he did say I love you back when I did, but never really said this himself. or maybe he did,but so less that i don't even remember. nevermind, its been quite awhile that we've talked. yes, first breakup. I wish you were here bestfriend, I would've told you so much. but nevermind. 

so one tuesday night i ended it, suffocating I felt. so care i did not, left him behind and pretended like I wasn't hurt at all. 

do you know that feeling when you're not really sad but everything hits you a little too hard, no its not one of those days. its one of those days when everything's going too good that you're scared what'll happen next to break you down again. 

well, till then. let's just enjoy i guess

hey guys, sorry for disappearing im back, love love :)