there's a place, I've been thinking about
compositions have been ringing in my head
thoughts I can't recognize
thoughts I won't reconcile
thoughts in which I wanna dive
but there's no time,
have to earn the green sheets
have to smile for the sake
have to pretend that its okay
its difficult to pour sadness in words
when it hits you after days
they said I might be toxic for someone and perfect for someone else
what am I to me when all I think about is being someone else