Angel

I always wonder, who do you look like the most? Daddy or mommy? From whom did you get your eyes, nose, lips? Is it from him? I always wonder, every day, are you a boy or a girl? Do you know that he is so excited to meet you! To see you! He is so excited to finally hold you in his arms. He loves you so much, you are so loved my little angel. You are so lucky! You were one of his prayers, aside for me, your mom, and your life with mommy and daddy. My little angel, you are made out of love. Love that's fullfiling and fantastic. You are made by their love for each other, that's why you are so expected!

I want you to know that you'll be having​ a great dad! He's very responsible, a bit moody, but very sweet and fragile. Darling, just so you know I love your daddy so much. I love him with all my heart, and I don't know if I'll ever love someone like how I loved your dad. I'm writing you this letter for you to know how much awaited you are. Seeing him very excited, very amazed by every kick you make in you momma's tummy. Listening to your heartbeat in every​ doctor's appointment. It makes my heart tear into pieces knowing that nobody can make him happy other than you. Even I.

And to you, "Daddy", take a good care of your little angel. I'm sorry for everything, I'm sorry if I'm still in love by everything you do. Please understand that it's​ really hard for me to forget such a wonderful man like you. And they're so lucky to have you, I am so lucky I had you. Only the memories are left for me to know and believe that you exist and you loved me. I love you so much and I promise, I will promise my love that I'll do the best that I can just to be happy for everything that you have now. Even though I'm not one of it anymore​. //