There are some words that can really catch your attention like SEX or PORN or even HELP !! you get curious why is this word written there or what's behind this word ...what's the story !! well at least that's what i think about every time i see any of those words...SEX is a really manipulating word ...like it brings dirty thoughts to your mind even if you are creating an account on some website and it asks you about your sex ...you just have to think of something dirty even if its for less than a second!! i bet you wanted it to be something dirty though!
i'm 18 and i'm a girl. a muslim girl actually . talking about sex isn't something we always do and having sex isn't something we are allowed to do before marriage ..i know muslims already know that ,,,but we do know a lot about sex but the worst thing about living in the arab world is that people make a big deal out of it....like sex should be taught at school ,,,,on third preparatory i guess ! but still the teachers don't explain any shit ....because they are too shy or because the students would say that the teacher is dirty for explaining something so "3eb" (not appropriate) like whats so "3eb" i just want to know how this thing works scientifically do i have to watch porn to find that out or do i have to search sex on the internet and see some pics that my teacher could have saved me from seeing if they just explained the god damn lesson !
that's what i hate about my country ...they think they are protecting us from something but they are harming us in their worst way! you know if we just know how does this process happens or we know something that satisfies our minds at this stage we wouldn't dare to search for it...we already know....but this takes us to the internet which is the worst way to know about this shit ....because it gives you the dirty look ..not the right look . ! i know this is something weird to talk about but i had to because i grew up and i heard things from my friends that you wouldn't want your kids to hear...i have known everything from an untrusted source ! i just don't want this to happen to any other girl or boy ..but i also don't know what else to do ..
I just write (type) !!!!