Bad things,Short things

I heard them all say bad things about me.

I heard them say that I am bad.

I heard them say how awful I am.

I heard them say how worthless I am.

I know that they think my words are useless.

And that I am pathetic person.

But I stood still, strong and fighting.

I never gave up. I kept my faith.

But when I heard it all from you?

Why is my heart tearing down?

Why is it breaking so hard?

Just like how the world is denying me of everything that I wanted to keep.

Just like how embarrased I am for being me.

Just like how I am losing you because I am so bad at this.

Just like how I wanted to sleep all throughout and never wake up.

Just like how I wish to die, tonight.

You lost faith in me. I lost faith in myself and the world inside is dying.