Do you think it is easy to put that thought away, not so easy and plain
I was infatuated and grained
Many would judge me, but this was a tragedy
And so many oxymorons going together
But once you know it is hard and fine
All you need to learn is to fake and smile, just a curvy line.
For someone else's happiness
Anyways he won't be yours,girl you’ll be FINE.
Functions went on and off the centre
Everything was tiring and fatiguing
But still got trendier
As the night hit the show
We all went out for clubbing for the DOZE.
........
The night before the wedding...
Oh! indeed a beautiful setting.
The love birds got drunk and alive.
It was easy to see everyone getting wild
"Won't you dance girl, it's your friend's last chance."
Best friend winked and smiled
But not being a party animal i killed All the vibe
It's hard to fake right?
Sat by the counter
Someone came by, said enough to make me clear and right.
"It is okay to like someone miss
But it is the wrong time, I think you missed"
It was no one else than the groom
Did he smell the rain of my room!!
I did not have the courage to look up at him.
He sat sipping one after another drink.
And then for once i took a glance at him.
He was looking at her with his eyes full of love like the sparkling bubble of the drink.
He seemed more like her now and lesser mine than I could think
Maybe perfect to be seen.
But hearts are connected above in the heaven to meet.
I smiled and said to him “It isn't the wrong time to miss, but the entire journey is a nothing more than a twig , once I step on it and it would break.
You both are made for each other isn't it great?
Since the night is bright
You take on another sip and enjoy
Coz tomorrow is your big day
and i promise i will be alright."
.......
And now i do not know if i said those things to him or to myself
But sometimes in life when you fall for wrong things
You need to stand up for your help
I cleaned up that mess and it was easy to blend.
But sometimes,
I wonder what would have happened if i took the other road to end...