She loved how he made her feel. So pretty and so safe. It was almost like she was addicted to him. But it scared her, it scared her in a way she couldn't express. What if, like alcohol, her addiction would do more damage than good? She nervously bit her lip and said the words she was so afraid to let out of her mouth. "I love what we share and I don't want this to end but it's easy to love me when I'm all dressed up or have make up on or when I am truly happy.But the real question is will you be able to love me when I'm low? Will you still love me when I tell you all my sins? Will you still love me when I tell you my darkest thoughts? Will you still be able to look at my face and tell me I'm beautiful when I'm frustrated at everyone and everything like right now? Will you be there for me to caress my face when I want to kill myself? Because those times will definitely come..I am such a wreck. So I need you to hold me and tell me you still love me even if it is for just one night. I am not the happy girl from the movies, I am not all the yellows and pink. I am the dark emptiness of black and the loneliness of blue. Still, I crave the passionate red. So tell me will you tell me you love me even if its all pretend?"
He heard her patiently as her eyes expressed every word that was on her lips and he laughed not being able to believe how someone so enchanting failed to see the amazing person that she was. He took her hand in his and looked into her eyes, the eyes that were a mystery to most but seemed to hold the answers to all his questions, and with a hint of a smile he said, "You may be the lack love, but oh your silver streaks are a marvel. You may be blue but I have never felt so at peace as when with you. You only see your imperfections my dear but I wish I could show you all your beauty. You live in another world darling, but that's okay until you let me travel there with you. It's going to be okay my dear, I'm here, I'm holding your hand. If you want you could conquer the world with your words, but it's the little insecurities we all have. Oh don't you worry though, I will still love you when you're low and when I have heard your darkest thoughts. Because love, what you don't know is that I have a little black in me too."