It is so scary that over time everyone changes..everyone leaves. People you had the time of your life with are now having the time of their lives with someone else. That special moment you shared with someone eventually just remains a memory buried among thousand such others.You hold that memory close to you because you love the pure happiness in that moment but your heart burns when you're pulled back to reality. The moment slips through your fingers only to be shut off in a distant part of your head once again. And the the funny part is, you can't ever do anything about it. You can't blame anyone or anything for what happened. People always change, they choose, they move on. For better or for worse that space you shared is now gone and you just can't bring it back. The truth is you can't ever have a constant in your life. No matter how much you believe in love, in friendship and in family..everything will cease to exist one day and that just scares the hell out of me.
I think our biggest mistake is that we try so hard to resist change. It is so hard for us to let go, to detach. But to grow, to be alive it is important to let go. It is necessary to make change the only constant of our lives.
But will we ever be able to live a life like that? Sometimes I wonder if that is how it is supposed to be. To create a story and destroy it just to start a new one all over again. All begins with endings and all ends with beginnings. But to live every story to its fullest, to such an overwhelming extent that you will cherish it for all your life. Even though it will eventually just be a memory..it will be one hell of a memory. I want my life to be full of such stories. Of such exciting, thrilling, heart breaking, inspiring, colorful stories so that when I take me last breath I depart with a smile on my face.