sometimes I opened these eyes and like why... I need to get up at 3 Am to just stare at the ceiling then getting fed up by my sudden rushing intrusive thoughts, why?
sometimes I pretend to close my eyes and act asleep then cry, because again, why am I having these thoughts?????????? for the good of me, why me?
sometimes I stare at nothingness and get drown by stories I made up in my mind and actually feel worried, anxious, and hurt? who isn't or are you normal?
the constant feeling of being left behind, annoying piece of shit, consistent burden, and definitely a good for last option is gold. do you like it? you all can have it :'))))
and that's basically the thoughts of someone I accidentally heard in the bathroom. I am someone.