months of pretending i am doing great
years of looking for answers
embracing all the emotions,
woping my own tears is exhausting
can i just disappear... just be a sparkling dust
today, i thought of not getting up at all
for i found the peace here in my room
here i am okay, truly fine
just wearing my favorite undies
listening to raindrops
i am at my safest zone
i dont have to say a word
i can just stare at the ceiling
wander all i want
here, alone, the bliss showed itself
i am sparkling dust, since before
no one really see me
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