As I saw your name,
My hand starts shaking
My heart pounds faster
My knees began to tremble
Tears starts falling
What you did is
unforgivable,
unspeakable,
unforgettable,
I call you
Nightmare
I regret the day I stare at you
I regret knowing you
I regret that this is my story;
The worst part is
it is all about you
and how you ruined me
The movies we watched
I watched I mean
reminds me
How silence can be painful
As you grab me and kissed
You kissed away my rights
You immoral misogynist took me away
and now I am far to be found
Your strength was misused
it pushed me near your known weapon,
close to my death
The more I resist, the more it hurts
It put me on the edge
and at that moment I died
Everything stops
You won
You got what you need
You reached the basement
Your fingers snap, triumph it says
And yet, you are pissed
You want something more
As I shed tears
You became softer for a second
You realized what you did
Thanks Artemis , you didn't make it
You step backward and hide it
As I put my clothes on
I hardly blame myself
'This is my fault' I whispered
And forgive you
And the movie restarts
Everything rolls again
I became a slave to this memory
Thus I didn't do anything
I lacked strength to fight
Voiceless as mute
Until one day,
I manage to escape
Yes, I am away from you
No, I can't run from this
I am haunted and
I am alone
Am I really the one to be blame