Clueless

For the girl who can't seem to find a safe place anymore

To something that used to be her own escape from misery

Now she's fighting and begging to get away

From the thoughts that's taking her happiness away

For she is not craving for someone to love

That only gives impermanent happiness 

But she craves for peace

Peace that she cannot be found in her head

She is haunted by her own thoughts

And she can't find a way to escape those

She wanted to get away from anyone

When all she need is to get away from her own demon

How can she possibly leave her mind

When all she can do is live her own fantasy land

How can she able to escape the chaos in her head

When even in her sleep she's being haunted

That girl is lost and drowning

In her own sea of thoughts 

Filled with darkness insid

That won't let her get up

And have the life outside

She is clueless for the purpose of her very existence

So she keeps on seeking for a place

Where all the answers can be found

For her place in her own head

Wasn't the safest place anymore