Could I ask a favor?

Here are the things I would like to ask from you and the reasons why-

And so as the things I wouldn't tell you:

Greet me good morning at each start of the day for me to stop worrying how would my day be.

Send me a message after I sleep for I would be waking up with a smile on my face and the mood of bliss would cover me all day.

Remind me not to skip meals for you don't know that when anxiety calls me, I would rather let myself starve.

Tell me the reasons why I'm worthy enough for you don't know how insecurity consumes me all the time and make a mark on myself that I'm not enough.

Tell me the things why I bring happiness on your life for you don't know how loneliness eats a whole lot of me oftentimes.

Make me giggle with your sweet gestures for you don't know that it makes me special and lessen the self-doubt I have for myself.

Hug me when I'm silent for you don't know that's the part I feel like vanishing the world and escaping reality.

Be by my side when you're not hearing laughter and endless talking from me for you don't know that's the time I'm killing myself in pieces, mentally and emotionally.

Tell me you love me when I'm showing you false smiles (sadly, I think you wouldn't notice that) for you don't know I'm just stopping myself hardly that tears wont fall from my eyes.

Tell me to get home safe, take care or remind me to tell you I arrived home safely for you don't know how it bothers me that you wouldn't care if I would be safe going home by myself.

Appreciate everything I do for you don't know how much I hate myself for not doing enough for you.

Support every little thing that I do for you don't know how motivation I need for me wanting to wake up every single day.

Gifts, surprises, material things wouldn't matter. 

All I ever wanted is you to remind me that I'm worthy to be alive.

All I ever wanted is you to remind me how happy you are because you have me.

All I ever wanted is you to remind me I'm more than enough.

All I ever wanted is you to remind me other girls would never matter because I am so much enough for you.

All I ever wanted is you to save me.

From all the loneliness and pain I can't make myself through.

For it consumes and kills me, slowly and surely.

Would you?