2018 ruined me emotionally, and it was the worst for my health. it was the most terrible year I ever had. I experienced depression, experienced loss, and felt lonely for a long time.
so dear 2019, you better be my friend. I promise, I won't overthink, I won't procrastinate and will do my best and give my best in everything I do. I am going to learn a lot of skills and make my friends and family proud. I hope my single since forever tag gets a break and you get a decent guy for me, even if you don't its okay, I'm better off with myself anyways.
I don't have any new year resolutions, but few promises that I made with you and with myself. I hope you turn out to be the best year I ever had in my life, I'm gonna write a letter when you leave as well, so we'll see then were you like 2018 or the best I ever had. I hope I stop missing people I shouldn't be missing, get a therapy most probably, and start to appreciate the good around me. this year, I'm gonna focus on myself and only on myself. I promise I'll improve my mental and physical health, and be the happiest I can be.
2019, here I come.