DEAR DIARY

I don't know but I want to run away from this serious career choices and making family proud shit. I want to live life like I used to, never worrying about tomorrow. Curiosity was more than fear but now the tables have turned. I stopped being curious/asking questions. I only do so, when I am free when I like traveling, talking and meeting new people, that's my center.

I am going with the flow not fighting it. I am more concerned about getting a job, then living it. All I think about is, how to gain more knowledge and experience new things and places. 

I am no longer limitless, now I know my boundaries; which if you ask me, is very dangerous and it's like dying. I am mostly betrayed by myself. I keep on telling myself the Jack Of All; try everything and be everything. But I forget, in order to be good at everything, you need to be first good t something.

Now I am, Okay-okay in everything not good but okay-okay.