Mess

We all are so messed up. We are never fully satisfied with anything. We always ask for more, look for extra edge, desire something which is isn't ours and know should not be.

When it comes to friendship it's always about doing what your friend doesn't like. They do exactly what you tell them not to. Why they don't listen, why when they  love us they try to hurt us. Why they don't care to give 100% if their friend is doing it. Why they don't get it, why they don't understand that friendship is so much than being angry or being dismissive all the time. 

We in the process of finding people worth suffering for, we forget that it's important to always suffer. Sometimes, having good time is the only thing. Having someone understand you is the cherry on the top. 

Friends are supposed to love, care and fight but being mean and empathetic is not an admirable thing. This type of friend should be kept away.